This is the heading for Essay 10. I have grappled with the dynamics of denialism within the leadership group at Mission Kwasizabantu. Why do they deny the very truths revealed about them and just keep quiet about everything. Denialism opposes the very Gospel we preach and live by. Why? The answers to this question are very enlightening and brings one to understand the truth of an empty faith. Revival, not the revival when God comes down, but revival in the sense that survival of the leadership has to be cast in revival terms is at hand. It is a non-spiritual psychological process being driven not by Holy Spirit infused faith but by humanistic survival instinct. Will Mission Kwasizabantu survive this battle? Time will tell.